Ok let me say this quickly. I know I've been so absent for so long. I have been very worried. Since early May my brother's health had been deteriorating. getting worse every day, and when it looked improve something new appeared.
Just yesterday in the morning I heard the bad new, is cancer.
So I don´t feel very well today. I don´t feel in the mood for anything. So Sorry guys I will leave for a time. I hope you can understand me, I can not think. Maybe I will wander around a bit, either way I will return, because I really enjoyed talking with you via comments, I miss that, but this is not the right moment.
The bad new: He is in poor condition. only a 20% of succeeding against the illness.
The good new: doctors talk about that maybe his condition improves. When he arrived at the hospital, only had a 10% of hopes.
I feel so bad and nervous, but I will not fall in depression, I have already wasted years trying to recover and I do not want to fall again.
By the way, before I forget it:
Let me wish you a happy birthday in advance, Is just that, maybe I will not be around in the on the specific day.