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sorry guys.
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Ok let me say this quickly. I know I've been so absent for so long. I have been very worried. Since early May my brother's health had been deteriorating. getting worse every day, and when it looked improve something new appeared.
Just yesterday in the morning I heard the bad new, is cancer.
So I don´t feel very well today. I don´t feel in the mood for anything. So Sorry guys I will leave for a time. I hope you can understand me, I can not think. Maybe I will wander around a bit, either way I will return, because I really enjoyed talking with you via comments, I miss that, but this is not the right moment.
The bad new: He is in poor condition. only a 20% of succeeding against the illness.
The good new: doctors talk about that maybe his condition improves. When he arrived at the hospital, only had a 10% of hopes.
I feel so bad and nervous, but I will not fall in depression, I have already wasted years trying to recover and I do not want to fall again.
By the way, before I forget it:
for
Let me wish you a happy birthday in advance, Is just that, maybe I will not be around in the on the specific day.
Just yesterday in the morning I heard the bad new, is cancer.
So I don´t feel very well today. I don´t feel in the mood for anything. So Sorry guys I will leave for a time. I hope you can understand me, I can not think. Maybe I will wander around a bit, either way I will return, because I really enjoyed talking with you via comments, I miss that, but this is not the right moment.
The bad new: He is in poor condition. only a 20% of succeeding against the illness.
The good new: doctors talk about that maybe his condition improves. When he arrived at the hospital, only had a 10% of hopes.
I feel so bad and nervous, but I will not fall in depression, I have already wasted years trying to recover and I do not want to fall again.
By the way, before I forget it:
for
Let me wish you a happy birthday in advance, Is just that, maybe I will not be around in the on the specific day.
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My apologizes if I make someone feel annoyed, but this is something I need to take out and I can´t do it freely at home.
I will never understand relationships, is something that I can´t find it shape, nor why it is so "wonderful", It only causes pain and anguish, and sometimes can numb the reasoning capacity, and... well sometimes people act like fools...
Maybe I´m all wrong, since I´m a bit surly with people in real life. But my experiences are very unpleasant.
It gives me discomfort, alter my way of life and worst of all, it's not even my fault!
And this is why I think relations sucks...
First case: My young brother, used to have girfriend only a few days ago, the relationship looked good for both of them, until one day she ended up in the hospital for an operation. While she was hospitalized her character was getting worse and became more demanding. she wanted my brother were in contact with her almost all the time, either through the phone, FB or in person. this was very stressful for my brother, and his character turned our days in a hell. It was like dealing with a caged lion.
The girl felt bothered for not get an answer to a message within the next fifteen minutes, and my brother spent most of the day glued to the pc during that time. --She is hospitalized, -he said, . -she feels very bad...
Well, that´s understandable, no?
Well, that mood continued even when she was released from the hospital.
The drop which spilled the glass was a few days ago, at the night he was arguing with her via FB. You don´t know the legendary bad temper of my young brother, just need to imagine him screaming curses at the screen, trying to fix the relationship.
At this season of the year there are windy days in the area where I live, but this year the wind is stronger than before, so the energy blackouts are very common.
You can imagine what happened, right?
A blackout, a curse and then my bro stand out from the chair to go out in a rage.
Just to return five minutes later complaining that he wanted to use a phone and could not see the numbers, and he needed my help. I decided to help just to keep quiet this little ogre.
1:20 am. A lonely and dark road, the only light available was the moon hidden behind a cloudy sky, a cold night and I without sweater, holding a little lamp toward a public phone, just for my brother. The worst of all was that I knew about the robbery in that area. fortunately my older brother came to lend a hand.
Anyway, he said that everything was all set and would return to being calm, but no... the complaints began again, finally the pride of my brother was stronger and the last words that he said to her was an absolute Fuck Off!
The last night he was attending a new proposal, this this would be fine, except that he was spent hours the pc and he not let me use it...
Second Case: Well, this one Can´t be called a "relationship" but has some similarities with one.
I have a friend In FB, a page that, by the way, I don´t use very often, for a very strange coincidence her username is very, VERY similar to my username. Among her ex friends there was a guy that flirted her a lot and always was bothering her with messages. But he practically did the same with all the girls in the friend list of her. One day he just send me a friend request and I accepted.
Everything was fine until he began to act strange, and he asked me that he want to talk with her. I contacted with my friend and she just said
-block him,
You will see, he is very troublesome and annoying and your brother hate him, ask your brother about him but I recommend you to block.
When I questioned my big brother about that guy he only told me bad things, and probably he was just using me to get to her. But in this point my brother was wrong; he was not using me to get to her ... he thought I was her! That´s because my Friend have multiaccounts and that guy believed that mine was one of these accounts. Everything became very uncomfortable when he acted very flirtatious and called me "Babe"
Then I blocked him.
Why the hell I must be affected for relationships of third parties!? I HATE THAT!!!
I will never understand relationships, is something that I can´t find it shape, nor why it is so "wonderful", It only causes pain and anguish, and sometimes can numb the reasoning capacity, and... well sometimes people act like fools...
Maybe I´m all wrong, since I´m a bit surly with people in real life. But my experiences are very unpleasant.
It gives me discomfort, alter my way of life and worst of all, it's not even my fault!
And this is why I think relations sucks...
First case: My young brother, used to have girfriend only a few days ago, the relationship looked good for both of them, until one day she ended up in the hospital for an operation. While she was hospitalized her character was getting worse and became more demanding. she wanted my brother were in contact with her almost all the time, either through the phone, FB or in person. this was very stressful for my brother, and his character turned our days in a hell. It was like dealing with a caged lion.
The girl felt bothered for not get an answer to a message within the next fifteen minutes, and my brother spent most of the day glued to the pc during that time. --She is hospitalized, -he said, . -she feels very bad...
Well, that´s understandable, no?
Well, that mood continued even when she was released from the hospital.
The drop which spilled the glass was a few days ago, at the night he was arguing with her via FB. You don´t know the legendary bad temper of my young brother, just need to imagine him screaming curses at the screen, trying to fix the relationship.
At this season of the year there are windy days in the area where I live, but this year the wind is stronger than before, so the energy blackouts are very common.
You can imagine what happened, right?
A blackout, a curse and then my bro stand out from the chair to go out in a rage.
Just to return five minutes later complaining that he wanted to use a phone and could not see the numbers, and he needed my help. I decided to help just to keep quiet this little ogre.
1:20 am. A lonely and dark road, the only light available was the moon hidden behind a cloudy sky, a cold night and I without sweater, holding a little lamp toward a public phone, just for my brother. The worst of all was that I knew about the robbery in that area. fortunately my older brother came to lend a hand.
Anyway, he said that everything was all set and would return to being calm, but no... the complaints began again, finally the pride of my brother was stronger and the last words that he said to her was an absolute Fuck Off!
The last night he was attending a new proposal, this this would be fine, except that he was spent hours the pc and he not let me use it...
Second Case: Well, this one Can´t be called a "relationship" but has some similarities with one.
I have a friend In FB, a page that, by the way, I don´t use very often, for a very strange coincidence her username is very, VERY similar to my username. Among her ex friends there was a guy that flirted her a lot and always was bothering her with messages. But he practically did the same with all the girls in the friend list of her. One day he just send me a friend request and I accepted.
Everything was fine until he began to act strange, and he asked me that he want to talk with her. I contacted with my friend and she just said
-block him,
You will see, he is very troublesome and annoying and your brother hate him, ask your brother about him but I recommend you to block.
When I questioned my big brother about that guy he only told me bad things, and probably he was just using me to get to her. But in this point my brother was wrong; he was not using me to get to her ... he thought I was her! That´s because my Friend have multiaccounts and that guy believed that mine was one of these accounts. Everything became very uncomfortable when he acted very flirtatious and called me "Babe"
Then I blocked him.Why the hell I must be affected for relationships of third parties!? I HATE THAT!!!
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My apologizes if I make someone feel annoyed, but this is something I need to take out and I can´t do it freely at home.
I will never understand relationships, is something that I can´t find it shape, nor why it is so "wonderful", It only causes pain and anguish, and sometimes can numb the reasoning capacity, and... well sometimes people act like fools...
Maybe I´m all wrong, since I´m a bit surly with people in real life. But my experiences are very unpleasant.
It gives me discomfort, alter my way of life and worst of all, it's not even my fault!
And this is why I think relations sucks...
First case: My young brother, used to have girfriend only a few days ago, the relationship looked good for both of them, until one day she ended up in the hospital for an operation. While she was hospitalized his character was getting worse and became more demanding. she wanted my brother were in contact with her almost all the time, either through the phone, FB or in person. this was very stressful for my brother, and his character turned our days in a hell. It was like dealing with a caged lion.
The girl felt bothered for not get an answer to a message within the next fifteen minutes, and my brother spent most of the day glued to the pc during that time. --She is hospitalized, -he said, . -she feels very bad...
Well, that´s understandable, no?
Well, that mood continued even when she was released from the hospital.
The drop which spilled the glass was a few days ago, at the night he was arguing with her via FB. You don´t know the legendary bad temper of my young brother, just need to imagine him screaming curses at the screen, trying to fix the relationship.
At this season of the year there are windy days in the area where I live, but this year the wind is stronger than before, so the energy blackouts are very common.
You can imagine what happened, right?
A blackout, a curse and then my bro stand out from the chair to go out in a rage.
Just to return five minutes later complaining that he wanted to use a phone and could not see the numbers, and he needed my help. I decided to help just to keep quiet this little ogre.
1:20 am. A lonely and dark road, the only light available was the moon hidden behind a cloudy night, a cold night and I without sweater, holding a little lamp toward a public phone, just for my brother. The worst of all was that I knew about the robbery in that area. fortunately my older brother came to lend a hand.
Anyway, he said that everything was all set and everything would return to being calm, but no... the complaints began again, finally the pride of my brother was stronger and ... the last words that he said to her was an absolute Fuck Off!
The last night he was attending a new proposal, this this would be fine, except that he was spent hours the pc and he not let me use it...
Second Case: Well, this one Can´t be called a "relationship" but has some similarities with one.
I have a friend In FB, a page that, by the way, I don´t use very often, for a very strange coincidence her username is very, VERY similar to my username. Among her ex friends there was a guy that flirted her a lot and always was bothering her with messages. But he practically did the same with all the girls in the friend list of my friend. One day he just send me a friend request and I accepted.
Everything was fine until he began to act strange, and he asked me that he want to talk with her. I contacted with my friend and she just said
-block him,
se is very troublesome and annoying and your brother hate him, ask your brother about him but I recommend you to block him.
When I questioned my big brother about that guy he only told me bad things, and probably he was just using me to get to her. But in this point my brother was wrong; he was not using me to get to her ... he thought I was her! That´s because my Friend have multiaccounts and that guy believed that mine was one of these accounts. Everything became very uncomfortable when he acted very flirtatious and called me "Babe" Then I blocked him.
Why the hell I must be affected for relationships of third parties!? I HATE THAT!!!
I will never understand relationships, is something that I can´t find it shape, nor why it is so "wonderful", It only causes pain and anguish, and sometimes can numb the reasoning capacity, and... well sometimes people act like fools...
Maybe I´m all wrong, since I´m a bit surly with people in real life. But my experiences are very unpleasant.
It gives me discomfort, alter my way of life and worst of all, it's not even my fault!
And this is why I think relations sucks...
First case: My young brother, used to have girfriend only a few days ago, the relationship looked good for both of them, until one day she ended up in the hospital for an operation. While she was hospitalized his character was getting worse and became more demanding. she wanted my brother were in contact with her almost all the time, either through the phone, FB or in person. this was very stressful for my brother, and his character turned our days in a hell. It was like dealing with a caged lion.
The girl felt bothered for not get an answer to a message within the next fifteen minutes, and my brother spent most of the day glued to the pc during that time. --She is hospitalized, -he said, . -she feels very bad...
Well, that´s understandable, no?
Well, that mood continued even when she was released from the hospital.
The drop which spilled the glass was a few days ago, at the night he was arguing with her via FB. You don´t know the legendary bad temper of my young brother, just need to imagine him screaming curses at the screen, trying to fix the relationship.
At this season of the year there are windy days in the area where I live, but this year the wind is stronger than before, so the energy blackouts are very common.
You can imagine what happened, right?
A blackout, a curse and then my bro stand out from the chair to go out in a rage.
Just to return five minutes later complaining that he wanted to use a phone and could not see the numbers, and he needed my help. I decided to help just to keep quiet this little ogre.
1:20 am. A lonely and dark road, the only light available was the moon hidden behind a cloudy night, a cold night and I without sweater, holding a little lamp toward a public phone, just for my brother. The worst of all was that I knew about the robbery in that area. fortunately my older brother came to lend a hand.
Anyway, he said that everything was all set and everything would return to being calm, but no... the complaints began again, finally the pride of my brother was stronger and ... the last words that he said to her was an absolute Fuck Off!
The last night he was attending a new proposal, this this would be fine, except that he was spent hours the pc and he not let me use it...
Second Case: Well, this one Can´t be called a "relationship" but has some similarities with one.
I have a friend In FB, a page that, by the way, I don´t use very often, for a very strange coincidence her username is very, VERY similar to my username. Among her ex friends there was a guy that flirted her a lot and always was bothering her with messages. But he practically did the same with all the girls in the friend list of my friend. One day he just send me a friend request and I accepted.
Everything was fine until he began to act strange, and he asked me that he want to talk with her. I contacted with my friend and she just said
-block him,
se is very troublesome and annoying and your brother hate him, ask your brother about him but I recommend you to block him.
When I questioned my big brother about that guy he only told me bad things, and probably he was just using me to get to her. But in this point my brother was wrong; he was not using me to get to her ... he thought I was her! That´s because my Friend have multiaccounts and that guy believed that mine was one of these accounts. Everything became very uncomfortable when he acted very flirtatious and called me "Babe"
Then I blocked him.Why the hell I must be affected for relationships of third parties!? I HATE THAT!!!
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OC Features
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Ok Again this, I just wanted to reeplace the previous journal because I feel better now, but I do not expect much participation...
For the first 10 people who comment on this journal, I will feature one of their characters and comment my choice. (I will go to your gallery and pick one character, you don't need to tell me which one); If you comment, please do the same in your journal, and put me in the first feature slot. The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone! You know which one is my favorite from your OCs (and maybe the favorite of the most people), is your crazy, psychotic, emo, masochist and cuddly Lucifur.2-
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very sick lately.
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I have not been very active recently because I have been feeling very sick.
Is like a flu but my chest and throat hurts a lot. perhaps because it is mixed with a gastric reflux. (be sneezing and coughing mucus and acid all the day is not funny!)
I hope to feel better soon, see you later.
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